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| Have you ever been anorexic?
Only during breakups.. I can't bring myself to eat. I also didn't eat for two weeks after my tonsillectomy.
Do you delete people off your facebook when you're mad at them?
Nah.
Did you celebrate 4/20 this year?
I celebrated my friend's birthday, which was on 4/20 :p
Do you chew your ice cubes?
Only occasionally. Having braces broke that habit a while back.
What's your definition of a whore?
Bang, get money.
Do you have kind of a fat ass?
I wouldn't call it fat but it's definitely above average in terms of size.
Do you wear your hair in a boring pony tail every day?
I wear my hair boring in general every day.
Are you one of the boys?
Sometimes but i'm painfully girly too.
What did you eat for breakfast today?
Nothing yet.
Are you scared of getting pregnant?
When Evan and i start having sex, sure.
What's the last large amount of money you received?
Something around $100 as a paycheck. My checks are pathetic :(
What kind of mcflurry is your favorite?
M&M!!
Are you a McDonalds hater?
I'm a McDonald's general avoider.
Who are you missing the most right now?
I'd be missing Evan but he came with me to my dad's for the week c:
Do you ever hide from your parents?
Not anymore. I went through a phase where i loved jumping out at them though.
Who is your last phone call from?
My dad i think.
Do you chew on your straws?
Yeah.
Have you ever dated a smoker?
Ex-smoker. I never dated him while he was actually smoking though.
Be honest, do you wear granny panties?
They can be kinda big..
Are you a deep motherfucker?
I fuck them so deep.
Are you any good at beer pong?
I'm a pro.
Not really but i'm really proud of that time i beat Byron 3 times in a row.
Is your brother a gangster?
Sure hope not?
Do you have exercise equipment in your house?
I have a fitness room in my condo.
What's a creepy obsession you have?
Science. You should've seen me stalking all the neuroscientists at the NAS induction ceremony reception this weekend. Literally stalking.
In my defense, i got to meet the guy who discovered that dinosaurs had feathers.
Should you be going to bed sometime soon?
Nahh.
Who's the last person you fell asleep thinking about?
Evan.
Do you go to church on easter?
Nope.
Are you attracted to girls?
Some girls.
Did you cry at your high school graduation?
No lol.
Have you ever been accused of being overly emotional?
YUP.
Has a teacher ever called you stupid?
Not that i remember.
How many times a day do you use the word FAG?
I use it like once a month.
Can you dance?
Lolno.
Last time you rode in a limo?
Never.
Do you have a sexy phone voice?
Evan thinks mine is cute ><
Are you cold right now?
No way, it's hot as hell here. | | |
| 1. what kind of drunk are you?
The lesbian kind.
2. do you like presents?
I do but i always feel bad getting them. Everyone else is better than me at giving them.
3. are you in a relationship?
Yeah, but i'm about to not be.
4. if so, are you happy with your relationship atm?
Clearly not.
5. sometimes, do you wish things were easier?
ALL THE TIME MAYBE?
6. is your life good?
Objectively, i have it made. From my current point of view though, it could definitely be way better.
7. do you like your parents?
I love them. It's even easier now, too, since i live in my own apartment.
8. have you ever received flowers from someone other than your parents?
No, actually. I haven't :(
9. can you cook?
Yessiree.
10. coke or pepsi?
Coke. I have to. I'm a Jawjuh girl.
11. do you like your ex?
I don't know how much i like Zach anymore. I love him and i miss him and i regret everything, but i don't think things can ever be the same no matter how hard i try.
12. how many serious relationships have you had?
I'm ready to not be serious anymore, let's start there.
13. have you ever cheated on anybody?
To be honest, i guess i have emotionally.
14. have you ever used someone to make someone else jealous?
I haven't really had a need to, and i try not to use others. I surprised myself with how uncomfortable i was learning that Zach knew about my new relationship.
15. do you think you're a good person?
In the end.. i have a lot of good and a lot of bad going on in me.
16. have you ever tried to steal someone elses boyfriend/girlfriend?
I've never tried to, but it did happen once.
17. have you ever been called a whore?
Not meaningfully.
18. blondes, brunettes or red heads?
Reppin' the strawberry blondes over here.
19. do you hate or really dislike anyone? if so, why?
No. I just can't. Well, hate, at least. I definitely dislike a lot of people.
20. have you ever wanted to kill somebody?
No.
21. what age is the oldest you would date?
Twenty-six, and that's only for Brandon. We tried dating again and it was super awesome until his ex called up to tell him he'd knocked her up. Bye-bye.
22. have you ever gone behind a friends back and did something you knew was wrong and would hurt them?
Dating Owen without telling Parker :(
That's the only time i can think of where i consciously did that.
23. do you listen to your friends advice when they give it to you?
No and i really should. Every time i don't listen to them i screw myself over.
24. do you actually go through with what they tell you or do you do what you want?
I used to do what i thought i wanted but i decided not to do that anymore.
25. if you were crying, who would cheer you up?
Anyone. I have so many people who love me and i'm so happy i have them.
26. have you spent the night in a bed with the opposite sex alone? if so, who was the last person?
Paul. And it sucked. Because he goes to bed way earlier than me, so i'd be stuck there, awake, alone, trying to fall asleep but frustratingly to no avail.
27. do you believe in kissing on the first date?
It's circumstantial.
28. are you keeping something from someone?
I'm keeping lots of things from lots of people. I've also been keeping the fact that i emotionally cheated on Zach from him, this whole time.
29. if so, should this person know the truth?
He should but it's not gonna do either of us any good anyway. Maybe i'll tell him one day if we magically do ever end up back together.
30. are you good at keeping secrets?
Not always, but i do my best to be.
31. where was the last place you were at?
Right here?
32. how many texts are in your inbox?
Too many.
33. who are the majority of them from?
Paul, most likely.
34. do you regret anything?
Endlessly.
35. do you ever wish you could go back to a certain time when you were really happy?
Yes, a million times yes. I want to wake up and have it be a year ago again. When i first met Zach and all my other friends and my world became way less lonely and more full of love and happiness.
36. how often do you swear?
As often as i do on here.
37. can you stand being at funerals?
To some extent. It's not like i like being at them.
38. do you miss someone?
I feel like i'll never stop missing him.
39. what do you sleep in?
Not much.
40. how are you feeling?
Worn out, emotionally.
41. who did you get this survey from?
A giiiirl.
42. whos facebook do you think you visit most often?
My own prolly.
43. does anyone know your facebook password? who?
Nobody.
44. do you know anybodys facebook password? who?
Nora's is probably changed now.
45. if you could have one super power, what would it be?
To go back in time.
46. what do you find most attractive?
Genuineness. Pretty sure that's a word.
47. do you like guys or girls better?
Noooo clue at this point. I'm curious to try a girl for once though.
48. are there any girls that you dont like?
Of course.
49. any guys you dont like?
Oh yes. 50. what do you wish you were doing right now?
Sleeping i guess. | | |
| Ever been torn between 2 people?
That has a way of happening all the time.
Listening to anything right now?
My friends typing on Skype.
Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to any more?
Yeah, of course.
Would you rather have long or short hair?
Long. I'm ready to be able to fishbone braid it.
Has anyone told you they never want to lose you?
Yeah. Now look what happened. And he doesn't want me back. And i got myself into a million messes trying to get back with him or get over him. Go me.
Who was the last male you talked to?
My boss.
Anything coming up that you're excited for?
Germany next month.
Ever liked someone who was married?
Not seriously.
Who pissed you off yesterday?
Paul, if anyone.
Do you honestly have feelings for someone?
No.
You love math, right?
I love math.
Are you friends with your most recent ex?
I don't know if i can be at this point. I'm really trying to, but it gets so difficult, knowing we can't be the same.
Did you cry today?
No.
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
Not really.. i'm enjoying my alone time.
Will tomorrow be better than today?
Probably not, it'll be a whole day of work at the club and we don't have any events going on.
Do you find smoking attractive?
No.
Meet anyone new this year?
Quite a few already.
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
I mean.. i'm alive, not sick (i think), mentally stable. I'd say so. Save for the boot i have to wear to manage my tendonitis.
Are you Asian?
Not a single bit.
What were you doing at 3 AM this morning?
Being awake. I don't even remember what i was up to.
Whose hoodie did you wear last?
Mine.
Will you be up before 7 AM tomorrow?
Nope. But i'll be up shortly after.
Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
I generally don't anymore, no matter who i like.
Are you trying to avoid liking/loving somebody at the moment?
I'm trying to avoid digging myself an even deeper grave.
If your friends warn you about someone you like, do you listen?
No. And i should. They've been right twice so far, in the worst situations i've ever been in.
Has someone recently told you something you didn't want to hear?
Not that immediately comes to mind.
Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
Very much so.
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
My family, if anyone. | | |
| The person you have feelings for says he/she wants to have sex, you say?
I don't have feelings for anyone at this point. I'm done. Either way, i don't want sex. I want anything but sex.
Do you know how many people your best friend has had sex with?
For most of my closest friends, yeah.
What was the last thing you did before doing this survey?
Came home and toasted hash browns.
Ever kissed a green eyed person?
Nope, but everyone who's ever kissed me has kissed a green-eyed person.
What was the last thing that made you laugh?
Some funny person at the wedding reception at the club tonight.
Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Not entirely. Fact.
How many people did you kiss in 2010?
Three or four or five.
Would you get into a car with someone who was drunk if it was your only way?
No fucking way. Someone i know died a couple months ago because she did that.
Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
Well.. he and i are in the middle of a breakup, so i imagine he is to an extent.
Do you believe teenagers can be in love and stay in love?
Sure.
What were you doing an hour ago?
Getting home from work.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
No.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
A coworker.
Do you have trust issues?
Uh… i have no clue at this point. I'm crazy as fuck.
Do you think this year will be better than the last?
I mean.. i guess. I'm still having a really hard time with the Zach thing and it's not getting any better and i get scared that it never will be.
Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Yeah.
What were you doing at 3am?
Not sleeping.
What are you doing after this?
Another one probably. I've needed to do a few lately.
The past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
No. It's one of those times where i'd like to drink myself into oblivion though. If only.
What were you doing at ten last night?
Sleeping after putting the girls i babysat to bed.
Who was the last to call you beautiful?
I don't know. And it's kind of sad that i just realized my boyfriend never called me that. It was either 'sexy' or 'hot'. Great.
This isn't Byron, either, that ship sailed a long time ago. This dude's name was Paul, i met him on OKC, we kind of hit it off, we kind of became official, and i realized that he wasn't what i wanted at all. So now i'm attempting to break it off with him before feelings happen.
Something funny happen last night?
I found out that the girls' favorite show is My Little Pony: FIM. Happiness ensued. | | |
| I haven't listened to these in so long!
SIMPLE PLAN
"I'd Do Anything" -- Have you ever done something outrageous for someone special?
I've spent outrageous amounts of money on road trips with people i love.
"Jump" -- If you had a chance to leave the city you're in right now, would you?
Not really. It sure beats downtown Atlanta.
"Addicted" -- Which do you think would be harder for you to give up: music or the internet?
The internet, honestly. Music isn't as integral a part of my life anymore as it used to be, i regret to say.
"Welcome To My Life" -- If there was a song written about your life, how long would it be and what would it be called?
It'd be pretty short and called 'Last Minute' like half the stuff that happens to me. Everything that happens always seems to be really sudden.
"Untitled (How Could This Happen To Me?) -- Have you ever lost a friend to drunk driving?
Yes, i did last week.
"One Day" -- Finish this sentence: One day I will ...
Be really really happy with what i have in life.
"Save You" -- Have you ever been in a situation where you truly felt helpless?
Junior year.
"I Can Wait Forever" -- How long do you believe should you wait to have sex in a new relationship?
When you know you won't regret it when you wake up. I'm not gonna be anywhere near that with anyone anytime soon.
"Your Love Is A Lie" -- If you could cheat on your significant other, but NEVER be caught, would you do it?
I don't have one. And i could never do it.
"Meet You There" -- With whom did you last make arrangements to meet somewhere?
Ian yesterday.
"Perfect World" -- Describe your 'perfect world.'
We're all living in ignorant bliss and no one knows enough to tell us otherwise.
"What If" -- Have you ever done something creative (art, music, etc.) to express your love for a certain TV show/book/band?
Nah. Well okay, i wrote a fanfic for Fullmetal Alchemist once. Once.
BLINK 182
"What's My Age Again?" -- Do you look your age?
Apparently i look 21. Problem?
"Going Away To College" -- What college did your parent(s) attend?
My dad never finished and i have no clue where. My mom goes to GSU with me.
"First Date" -- Kissing on the first date, yes or no?
Sure, depending on how well it went and what you had to eat :x
"All The Small Things" -- Would you rather go out for a fancy dinner or order in?
Fancy dinner! I love dressing up for fancy dinners c:
"The Rock Show" -- If you have been to Warped Tour before, do you think it's getting better or worse in terms of the bands that play?
I wouldn't know.
"Dammit" -- What is the hardest obstacle you've had to overcome so far while growing up?
Tackling my ADHD so that i can pay attention in classes.
"Reckless Abandon" -- What is the stupidest, most reckless thing you've ever done?
Probably what i did a month ago to Zach. That and driving Akahn when i wasn't allowed to yet so my parents didn't get me that Smart car.
"Please Take Me Home" -- Who's house other than your own did you sleep at last?
Byron's.
"The Party Song" -- Where was the last party you attended?
The last legit party.. probably the one at Kat's in October. I didn't even really consider myself an attendee. Zach and i were only there for half an hour before bailing.
"Aliens Exist" -- Do you believe that aliens exist?
I mean yeah. They're taking all our jerbs aren't they?
"Easy Target" -- Have you ever been to a gun shooting range?
Hell yeah, i compete too.
"Adam's Song" -- Is suicide the coward's way out?
...Sometimes yeah. But it also takes a lot of gall to do it. I'm too much of a coward.
ZEBRAHEAD
"Anthem" -- Do you remember what age you were when you finally memorized your country's national anthem?
Yeah, first grade cause they played it on the announcements every morning.
"Playmate Of The Year" -- Have you ever read a Playboy magazine?
Nah but i Wikipedia'd it at one point.
"Hit The Ground" -- When was the last time you fell down and cut yourself?
AND cut myself? Waay long time ago.
"The Fear" -- What is your biggest fear?
FEAR ITSELF BITCHES.
"Be Careful What You Wish For" -- Do you always acknowledge the possible effects of your actions before you do them?
Yeah, but i still tend to act too rashly.
"Dear You (Far Away)" -- When is the last time you sent a letter through "snail mail"? To whom?
My tax return forms to the IRS, hahaha.
"Runaway" -- Is there something in your life that you're subconsciously and metaphorically running away from?
I could come up with some bullshit answer but it's 3am. No.
"Sorry, But Your Friends Are Hot" -- Have you ever been attracted to a friend of your significant other?
Yeah. Mart.
"In My Room" -- What is your favourite object you have on display in your room?
My blanket that i finally finished crocheting!
"The Real Me" -- Does anyone know the real you?
OH NO I'M A DIFFERENT PERSON WEARING A DIFFERENT MASK FOR EVERY PERSON I SEE OH I'M SO OBSCURE.
"Mental Health" -- Have you ever wanted to explore an abandoned asylum?
Already have :D
"Let It Ride" -- Who drove the last time you rode in the backseat of a car?
My parents.
THE USED
"Maybe Memories" -- What is the happiest memory you have of 2011?
Probably camping with Zach and Nicole and Matt.. sigh.
"Hard To Say" -- Is there a word that you always have trouble saying?
NOPE.
"I Caught Fire" -- When was the last time you lit a candle?
A couple weeks ago probs.
"Earthquake" -- Does the area you live in get earthquakes often?
Nah.
"Hospital" -- Have you ever rode in a wheelchair down a hospital hallway?
Once, after my tonsillectomy.
"Blue And Yellow" -- Quick, what colour do blue and yellow make when mixed?
Technically only blue and yellow still!
"Queso" -- Say something in Spanish:
Eso es un escandalo!
"Take It Away" -- Do your parents still take stuff away from you if you've done something bad?
I worry that they still might, hence why i'm walking on eggshells till i move out in a couple weeks.
"Listening" -- Have you ever eavesdropped on someone's conversation while pretending to do something else?
Well yeah.
"Yesterday's Feelings" -- What was the date yesterday?
December...15th, technically.
"Bulimic" -- Do you know anyone who has suffered from bulimia?
Yes.
"On My Own" -- Does the thought of moving out of your parents' place and living on your own make you nervous or excited?
SO EXCITED.
NO USE FOR A NAME
"Solitaire" -- Have you ever spent hours trying to beat your score in computer solitaire?
Yeah, that's what i'm basically reduced to at work.
"Fairytale Of New York" -- What is your favourite fairytale?
I'll tell you what's NOT my favorite: The Princess and the Frog. Don't get me wrong, i love the Disney movie, but the actual original story was some whiny girl who only acknowledged the frog's existence when she exploited him for her own selfish needs. Not even a thank you. Even afterward, she was still a whiny little bitch about him coming in and chilling with her fam. And she continued on with this being a whiny little bitch till the end when she FINALLY got pushed to do one nice thing and he turned into a handsome prince who whisked her away on a stretch-horse with leather seats. What does THAT tell our youth?
I'm pretty sure MTV exists because of the children who took these dramatic tales to heart.
"Ontario" -- Have you ever been to Ontario, Canada?
..I might have been.
"International You Day" -- If there was a day dedicated to you, what month would you want it to be in?
May, fuckaaz.
"Dumb Reminders" -- Do you write things on your hand when you want to remember them?
Occasionally. I can't really do that anymore since i started work since i have to look all refined and whatnot.
"Justified Black Eye" -- Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
Nope.
"The Feel Good Song Of The Year" -- Is there a song that always makes you feel good, every time you hear it?
Saltwater Room, for some reason.
"Saddest Song" -- Is there a song that always makes you cry, every time you hear it?
I accidentally made myself cry the other day when playing 'You Are My Sunshine' on piano because i realized a moment too late how the lyrics go.
"Life Size Mirror" -- Are you the type of person that always check themselves when they walk past a reflective surface?
Yeahhh.
"Let Me Down" -- Who was the last person to let you down?
One of the kitchen guys at work yesterday. I'd ordered dinner during coat check and they never brought it for me :(
"Biggest Lie" -- Have you ever told a huge lie, but couldn't confess, so lied some more, causing a snowball effect?
YUP TEST CHUCKA.
"Sleeping Between Trucks" -- How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Not nearly enough. | | |
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